Tom is listening to The Models. Out of Mind Out of Sight. Sean Kelly wrote a song about emotional unavailability and it became a dance floor anthem which is either ironic or the most honest thing about the 80s. 'Out of Mind Out of Sight' is a record that sounds like neon and feels like loneliness. I'd like to be more emotionally available but it's important to finish photographing this lot before the light changes. Four in the morning and the neon from the servo is bleeding through the curtains and I'm atmospherically influenced. Rune stones came up with Isa which means ice and stasis. He had a bassline that moved like a slow emergency.

"The most common form of despair is not being who you are."

Neon reflection on a sapphire crystal.